Dear parents of T1s

We are not alone.  We are surrounded by people who care and can help.  Sometimes it seems that all our energy is concentrated on keeping our T1s safe and on the glucose straight and narrow, worrying about numbers and diets and uncontrollable stresses.  We get so focused on that, that we forget to pay enough attention to our own worlds.  Speaking only for myself here, I know that is not healthy - for TD, my family or me.

Everyone is part of a community, whether we acknowledge this or not.  Sometimes it is easy and people surround us, enfold us and support us. Sometimes it requires some effort on our part and we have to seek out communities where we can be supported.  None of this comes easily to me. I am used to coping.  I like to be in control to a large degree.  I like to be calm.  Nothing about children coping with T1 allows for these things.

When TD was in intensive care in hospital at diagnosis, we (husband, son, myself) were on autopilot.  You know how it goes - you cope because you have to, you deal with things as they get thrown at you.  It is a hyperalert state.

Into this world walked  P and her 9 year old daughter. We had met once before when they had just moved to Cape Town and a group of moms and school kids were enjoying a sunny day at a park.  She is Godmother to one of TD's friends.  We had met  before her daughter had been diagnosed with T1 six months before TD's diagnosis.  And she had come to tell me that I would get through this, and her daughter was there to show TD that she would be ok and they were both there to tell us  we were not alone.  This was a huge gift.  In the weeks and months that followed P helped me through with kindness, her vast knowledge about diabetes, and with friendship.  I am so grateful.

Other support comes from complete strangers: people far away in online communities who offer support to anyone needing it. (A big shout out to the TuDiabetes community!)  Friends, family, counselors all form part of the safety net.  My friends - who check up on me, drink tea with me and listen to me probably aren't aware of the huge role they have played.  Don't be shy to ask for help - it doesn't mean you are not strong, it means you are human.

There is a wonderful saying in my country: "Umuntu Ngumuntu Ngabantu"  Roughly translated it means "A person is a person because of people."  We are all in this together. Community is our strength. To all the people who make up the jigsaw puzzle of my life - thank you.